Unknown

Waking up in bed
All alone
Made me realize how
Much I have to atone
So much shit I
Should have outgrown
But I blew it up
And cut you to the bone
I look at the scars you
Left on my phone
But what I left you was
Nothing less than full blown
Every time I fall asleep
You enter a red hot fire zone
All my lies are scattered
Across your breastbone
Leaving you gasping for air
Around your neck a millstone
Fear makes your skin oily
In your ears sings the dirty gramophone
He’s cheating on me and
I’ll cut him down from his throne
Why’d I have to love
A man with no backbone
You slide back beside
Me and let out a moan
I wake up to a world
Torn apart by a cyclone
I know you should leave
You should disown
But I’m lost without you
I’d be under my gravestone
I hand you my heart
And we hurl into the unknown