Backseat

Found myself sexdrunk
On a backseat
With you a clear
Absentee
Two mouths servicing
My limp dick
While I was holding
the car key
Where was my loyalty
When I ordered women
like they where
Biscuits totally carefree
How could I look you
in your loving eyes
after breaking my
Vows what did I not see
What lies have I perpetuated
Until it’s become my second
Nature like breathing
Like peeing in the sea
What went through my mind
Why didn’t I stop to
Experience the pain it would
Cause you my dirty Judas tree
Was I so high on selfish
Child like pain that I pushed
The razor I cut you with
Into the third degree
If you’re my friend why
Did I so easily brake
When push came to shove
Jeopardizing our sensuality